A person who is healthy does not go down the street and repeat to
anyone he or she meets: "Oh how healthy I am! And my kidneys! I
feel
my blood circulating healthily through my blood vessels. In a word,
I am a picture of health! Do you also have a certificate of your
state
of health?"
As long as he is not reconciled with God, a man is burdened by
the feeling of his own righteousness. He tends to deal with himself,
his feelings and good deeds, looking in them for the proofs of his
righteousness and, by that itself, of God's approval. However, God
does not demand that from us.
We should not appear before God offering Him our own righteousness,
but
accept the righteousness granted to us by God as a gift.
When we pray, we do not wait to experience the change of our sinful
heart. We should not deal with ourselves and look into our feelings
searching a proof to grant of our prayers, but we pray, looking at
Christ, until we build up a perfect confidence that He has heard our
voice and granted us. We should try not to encourage ourselves by
ourselves, but by God.
If we have realized a high resemblance with Christ's character, we
will not be aware of that:
"But our not boasting with our spiritual grandeur and, in
approaching
to Christ, our considering ourselves ever more worthless and sinful,
do not mean that we will act ever more sinfully. There exists an
enormous
difference between the "feeling" of worthlessness and
sinfulness and
"committing" sinful deeds... When apostle Paul said:
"I am the first
among sinners", he did not mean by that: "I do bad deeds
all the time
and sin permanently", for he likewise says:
'Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How
shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein?' (Romans
6:1-2)" (Maurice Venden)
The gift we are offered by God consists of two elements: forgiving
(2 Corinthians 5:19) and consecration (Ezekiel 36:25-28). The first
gift - justice - ascribed to us, gives us the right to Heaven, and
the second gift - righteousness - qualifies us by the character for
Heaven.
A real faith is a "hand" by which we accept the gift
offered. We
accept
salvation not because we have confidence in us and in our readiness
to accept it, but because we have confidence in God for he has
promised
to put it into our heart when we ask for it.
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